..hahaha what a day! ..nakakatuwa naman.. Today is our Language Subject!! at sobrang sakit sa ulo!! dahil di kami naka ayos ng tulog dahil sa kahapon SOB!! Ansama tlga! So ngdecide kami ni Papi Clow.. na di umattend ng 2nd session.. at sasama si Leinard dun.. sa kasamaang palad.. direcho si Leinard sa kanilang tahanan. dahil sa masamang daloy ng kanyang kalikasan.. *GETS? hahahaha!! edi kami nalang ni clow ang nag-Lunch.. napunta kami sa TOKYO TOKYO.. at nagastos ko ang aking pang apply na P500 sa Asian Pacific College..  hahaha.. Pero ang saya ee.. di ko naubos ang pagkain.. PICTURES
Ansama talaga.. Napakasama!! Bumalik ung sakit kong UTI.. :( or urinary tract infection -- is a bacterial infection that affects any part of the urinary tract. Although urine contains a variety of fluids, salts, and waste products, it usually does not have bacteria in it. when bacteria get into the bladder or kidney and multiply in the urine, they cause a UTI. The most common type of UTI is a bladder infection which is also often called cystitis. Another kind of UTI is a kidney infection, known as pyelonephritis, and is much more serious. Although they cause discomfort, urinary tract infections can usually be quickly and easily treated when the patient sees a doctor promptly. *sobbing!* grabe!! napakasakit tlga.. parang pinipilipet ka!! di na nga ako nkatayo.. nkalakad kanina.. my pe class pa kanina.. pero di manlang ako nkaattend dhil di ko kaya!! *SOB* kanina nga ay sumisigaw na ako ng "gusto ko ng mamatay! ayoko ng maghirap ng ganito!!!!!!" sobbinG!! sabi nga nila clow.. ciah.. ernel.. idaan sa tubig hanggang masuka ka na! idaan sa buko juice.. well tama nga naman.. kaso npaka saklap!!!!!
Okok.. ngaun?
yeah.. ayos tlga pag pasukan no? grabe.. baon baon baon..
kahirapan tlga ang pagtulog ng maaga kahit inaantok ka na.. well.. nabanas lang ako sa sarili ko ngaun..
late na ako nkauwi.. at ayaw ni hunhun ng ganun..
sinabi ko naman na may mga tinuruan kaming a2c na mag side-step.. napansin ko rin na..
late lagi ang reps nya.. nang tinanung ko..
gumawa cya ng assign.. well ofcourse sasabihin kong tapusin muna yan diba?
sa sobrang kabagutan sa bahay.. ayon!
lumabas ako at pumunta sa bahay ng tropapips ko.. "tamang tama may lowd ako.. mtawagan nga si hun.." and i noticed that.. 9.50 nlng load ko.. so ng papasa ako ng 2pesos sa iba kong mga katropa.. nung tinawagan ko cya..
ofcourse.. tinanung nya kung nasan ako.. at xmpwe cnabi ko ang totoo..
na nasa bahay ako ng tropa..
well.. suddenly.. parang ng burst out nalang cya ng bigla at sinabing..
"bat ka andyan?!"
well.. kung ako ang tatanungin mo.. sa tono ng boses nya.. nkktakot tlga.. na parang nakabasag ka ng pingan sa inyung bahay.. tumaas pa ang balahibo ko dun..
at dinaan nlng sa tawa..
after ng hard talk nya sken.. cnabi nya "cge tumawa ka lang"
sigh.. ehh dinadaan ko nlng tlga sa tawa lahat un!
sa totoo lang.. bka mahirapan n ko kausapin si hunnie nxtime..
why?
parang na trauma na ako sa boses nya..
naalala ko lang nmn ung dati na nggigil ung "taong" un sken..
natakot tlga ako.. at talagang dinaan nlng lahat sa tawa..
..defense mechanism kung baga..
aun.. ung isa kong tropa.. alam nyang takot na takot na ko nun..
pero tinuloy ko nalang ang pkikipag usap ko.. SIGH.. Cohen is sooo unfair.. and guess.. never been fair :|
Well..
Who's the girl? Well i guess thats me..
yah your right guys.
I feel soooooo damn useless!! like im not helping at all.. am i ryt?
 | Tonight | May 8, '08 2:17 AM
for everyone |
Ok andito nanaman ako para i-hambing ang aking sarili sa isang kanta.
i choose TONIGHT by Fm Static.
I really like this song.
Lalo na napakingan ko siya with my Friend, Sean..
I really loved the lyrics.
Especially the Chorus.
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"
What a sweet line.
like.
I really need you tonight, where are you.
I relly need you now..
Like WTF? He's Back!!
who..? well..i can't say na pinakamasamang tao sa balat ng lupa.
oh nononono.. its my EX..
well..actually..
i felt na.. di pa pala ako totally nakaka-move on! ..nalilito na ako kung
kakausapin ko ba siya or..
iiignore nalang.. kahit gusto ko naman siyang kausapin..alam kong hindi naman talga dapat..
*for his safety narin kasi.. nguguluhan na ako.. grabe.. i want this to STOP!!
| uhmm? | May 8, '08 2:05 AM
for everyone |
abay.nakikita niyo naman..
nagiging active na ako sa aking blog! haha..topic for today..
Fake or Reality? although naunahan na ako sa topic na ito..
hayaan nalang natin at ipag patuloy.. okok.. san kayo papanig??
sa FAKE? or REALITY? gaya ng sabi ng aking matinong kaibigan?(matino nga ba? JOKE!)
na tinatawag kong Fluffy Bunny..
ang sabi nyay:
..'Bxtah fake ung gnawa mu, fake dn ang result. Lgng gnun wlang fake n bgay n naggng genuine. Prang tao, pagplastic k, d k mgkkron ng 2nay n kaibigan. Do you concur?' ..habay. 22o naman diba?
pero di naman natin masisisi kung naturiang PEKE ang isang tao..
my posible reasons nmn yan.. at kahit anu man yan ay accepted basta wag lang mababaw.
akoy naririto nanaman para magpahayag
ng isang topic na bigla nalang mapupunta sa Outer space.. Ok talaga ung mga taong prangka..
pero diba? magisip tayo ng paraan na
di siya masasaktan..
mgisip tayo ng ibang terms.. haha.wala naman akong pinatatamaan kungdi ang
munti kong sarili! haha..
hmm.. ako nga palay ngpapasalamat sa aking ngbabalik na kaibigan
dahil sa kanya ay.. naging active ako sa Friendster Blogs
(SALAMAT!) haha..eniways..
back to the topic! ano b talga ang pinagkaiba ng Teleserye sa Reality?
aba??
diba ang laki?..
ang Teleserye.. ay puno ng hirap at sakeT.
pero saglit na pagdudusa lang ang pagdadaanan
masaya ka na ulit. Pano naman ang realidad?
mamatay ka na't lahat lahat..
napakababa na ng chance na makuha mo ung
kagustuhan mo.tama ba? lalo na ngaun? ang hirap na ng buhay..!
at salamat din sa nagbabalik kong kaibigan sa info.. tama namang
"Dapat din natin tanggapin ang pagkakamali natin at ng iba ng maayos nang hindi maging masyadong madrama." haha..ako lang naman ung tipong
mahirap mgtiwala sa oras na may ngayre na.. *sigh*malayo nanaman ako sa topic ko T.T
I really love this song.
A song sung by Steve Badiola .. vocalist of Typecast.. ..well..
3p ko lang siya o i-post..
like..anu ba mapapala natin sa buhay natin?
kung sadyang mgpapa Go-With-The-Flow nalang tayo?
Why dont we just pause for a minute and think? Common na talaga sa youth ang LOVE.
Tipong siryoso daw. Pero hindi naman talaga..
Siryoso na ba sa panahon natin ngaun yung...
3-3 ang kinakasama sa buhay at the same timE? haha..ganyan ang mga kabataan ngaun..
Kung magpalit ay parang damit na naurmihan..
at minsan naman.. pag nalabhan na ay.. sadyang susuotin
ulit.. "I understand what you're trying to say No need to say it I am leaving.., But don't walk away Just stay right there I'll fall, and I'll just look at you I'll just look at you..," ..to many sacrifices ei??
like..
kala mo siya na pala ang para sayo?
Pero how come..
na na-iinsecure ka?
ayon sa nabasa ko sa mga forums..
and if theres a insecurity sa isang relationship..
well.. hindi na love yon.. and..
kahit anung mngyare..
kahit sinaktan na tayo ng mahal natin!
and2 parin tayo at ngmamahaL sa kaniya.. did you get my point?
sa panahon ntin ngaun. madami ng ngppkaMARTyR..
or should i say.. dati pa..
mismong inaasahan nilang SIYA na ang FOREVER mo..
..kahit alam mong may iba pa diyan
pinagsisiksikan mo ang sarili mo sa kanya..? well..kahit alam nating mali..
we keep on doing it..
At baket?? well.. nasasainyo na yan..
ung iba kasi..
Natatakot.. takot mawalan..
takot ipgkalat ang ngyari sa kanila ng kasintahan
takot mapunta sa iba
ayaw ng mgmahal ng iba
gusto nila na sila na ang forver..kahit hindi nmn.. bsta be alert palague
hindi natin alam ang pwedeng mngyare..
pwedeng umikot nlng bigla ang Roleta.
at sadyang mapaswerte o mapamalas tayo.. haha..
damn!?
asan na ako sa topic ko?? masyado na ako napalayo!?
O_o
I really love this song.
A song sung by Steve Badiola .. vocalist of Typecast..
..well..
3p ko lang siya o i-post..
like..anu ba mapapala natin sa buhay natin?
kung sadyang mgpapa Go-With-The-Flow nalang tayo?
Why dont we just pause for a minute and think?
Common na talaga sa youth ang LOVE.
Tipong siryoso daw. Pero hindi naman talaga..
Siryoso na ba sa panahon natin ngaun yung...
3-3 ang kinakasama sa buhay at the same timE?
haha..ganyan ang mga kabataan ngaun..
Kung magpalit ay parang damit na naurmihan..
at minsan naman.. pag nalabhan na ay.. sadyang susuotin
ulit..
"I understand what you're trying to say No need to say it I am leaving.., But don't walk away Just stay right there I'll fall, and I'll just look at you I'll just look at you..,"
..to many sacrifices ei??
like..
kala mo siya na pala ang para sayo?
Pero how come..
na na-iinsecure ka?
ayon sa nabasa ko sa mga forums..
and if theres a insecurity sa isang relationship..
well.. hindi na love yon..
and..
kahit anung mngyare..
kahit sinaktan na tayo ng mahal natin!
and2 parin tayo at ngmamahaL sa kaniya..
did you get my point?
sa panahon ntin ngaun. madami ng ngppkaMARTyR..
or should i say.. dati pa..
mismong inaasahan nilang SIYA na ang FOREVER mo..
..kahit alam mong may iba pa diyan
pinagsisiksikan mo ang sarili mo sa kanya..?
well..kahit alam nating mali..
we keep on doing it..
At baket??
well.. nasasainyo na yan..
ung iba kasi..
Natatakot..
takot mawalan..
takot ipgkalat ang ngyari sa kanila ng kasintahan
takot mapunta sa iba
ayaw ng mgmahal ng iba
gusto nila na sila na ang forver..kahit hindi nmn..
bsta be alert palague
hindi natin alam ang pwedeng mngyare..
pwedeng umikot nlng bigla ang Roleta.
at sadyang mapaswerte o mapamalas tayo..
haha..
damn!?
asan na ako sa topic ko??
masyado na ako napalayo!?
O_o
Its really a though day since nung nawala ung Black Ntbk ko..
Bunga rin naman kasi ng katangahan ko kaya nawala.. At Bunga rin ng katangahan ko
kung bakit nagkaganito ang
kinalabasan ng buhay ko.. Would I stop?
Well..when?
yah yah.. pabaya na ako..
im taking advantaege what people usually give me and
i always expecting for more. ..'Oh, geeh tnx. Really. Nd could u tell her dat i stopd caring so dat it'll nevr disapoint me. Nd yeh im having a remorse ryt now bcoz of wat ive done 2 myself but hu on earth cares?! No one! At akala q b lumalaban xa at xa lamang s mga problema nya? Bkt xa huminge ng 2long sau?!...im now regreting doing evrythng d nyt she told me " d truth" and im now tryng 2 forget her ng wlang bumagabag sken! So paki sbi ult sakanya n auf widiersihen! Say gudnyt nd gudbye! Coz u know wat?! I wont b coming bak!' Okok thats the exact words he told my friend last day..
And thats one of the last text of (what do yah call..)
My Fluffy Bunny sa katunayan.. oo nagulat ako..
and may pumatak sa isipan ko..
is he too much like.. OverReacting?
as i say..wag mong pangunahan ang mga taong hindi mo pa kilala.
madami din akong Problema at hindi lang naman ikaw
ang kaisaisang taong. pinoproblema ko.. aaminin ko!
im too much mysterious sa mga taong nakapaligid saken..!
Hindi ako ung tipong ng sha-share o ngsasabi about sa problem ko!
Lalo na sa Background ko.. Pero tao rin naman ako ha? My LIMITASYON!!
hindi ko rin naman nakakayanan ang sariling problema. At kagaya ng iba..
kaylangan ko rin ng iba para malapitan.. Isa pa..hindi ako ngsasabi ng problems
para maiwasan ang bad images saken!
Now..
i really dont care kung ano na tingin mo saken
its just..you really DONT understand me nung una palang.
ito nalang masasabi ko..Sorry kung sorry..
Good luck and be happy nalang!!
di naman ako kawalan ee..
kaya.. gaya ng sabi mo.. Say gudnyt nd gudbye!
OKok. Its Our Graduation day tomorrow (03.14.08) Not just a ordinary graduation day.. and either I'm not accelerating to another year level.. well.. its our ACP graduation!its time to take of those COCC titles and we're going to start a new day as Officers.. Unluckily..3 Good Coa has been terminated..  (maybe ill be joining them after the graduation) ..but I'm not that lucky like the others.. i mean.. hindi ako mgtatagal sa pagiging officer ko. WHY? dahil sa mga kaso ko.. yah.. "Sending answers through GM during semi-finals" yah..nahuli kami ni ms.cordero that time.. and she wanted to talk with my mother.. okok.. sabi niya rin saken.. hindi siya papayag na maging officer ako dahil ng violate ako ng rules.. Honestly, la naman ako galet kay Ms.Cordero.. its my fault naman kasi kung bat ngyare ito.. and i need to face the consencuesnes.. To all Outgoing officers.. THANKS TO ALL!!we're going to miss you.. To all the incoming officers tomorrow.. GOOD LUCK!!Give your best shot guys!!
My 7th song.. :D
I .I’m pulling myself back again. Maybe you’re right. I don’t have the strength to face my mistakes. I don’t even know what is the difference of right or wrong. Chorus : How come I conquer my fears if no ones helping?
Maybe I know how to survive of being alone. I’m not that weak to die in loneliness. II . Please stop this now. I know you’re right, but I’m begging to make this stop. I’m going insane; I still don’t know what to do. I’m not like you. (Repeat Chorus) Bridge : Maybe I’m not the right one for you So I think id better let you go And giving you a chance to find a better one, than me I want to walk away, but where? (Repeat Chorus 2x)
I made this song FOR HIM! :D
hahahaha..
my 6th song actually.!
I. You're saying you re futile
Your re saying i don't care for you
You're sorry but, I DO, I care for you.
Don't look down, you re greater than anyone.
Better on them
You know your self very well, know yourself.
Better than i do.
Refrain I : Please stop thinking those nightmares.
And start thinking our spry future
Our limitless relationship, our bliss
Chorus : I'm not trying to change you
I loved you what you are
I don't care what they told me 'bout you
You're the only one, Isolated one. (That I care)
Only one (That i need)
II. You're saying your delicate.
You cannot fight your blood sheds, ey?
Don't worry, I'm here to fight them with you.
But don't ever leave me behind with you re enemies (or else)
I'm the one who will be taken.
Refrain 2 : Still thinking those incubus behind you?
I'll help you change you're chaos to happiness.
If you just trust me, trust me
I'm the one who will love you until the end (endlessly, i promise)
Chorus 2 : I'm not trying to change you
I loved you what you are (i already loved you before)
I don't care what they say 'bout you
You're the only one< isolated one. (that I care)
Only one that i need (Forever)
Bridge : Sometimes They're right,
There's existence wrong with you, would you dare to change
Whats wrong? Whats wrong?
Sometimes They're right, Something is Wrong
Something is Wrong
Are You're loyalty has gone to an end? Is your love blench in?
Now I'm the one who had the battles behind
*Would you come back to help me fight with them?
(Repeat Chorus2 2x)
Coda : You are what you are, you re still better than them
Nice.! A Beat Of Two Of Us is a Fund Raising Consert for the continous construction of San Vicente Parish Church! Pinangu2nahan ni Father Emil Urriquia at Father Deng Marfori I saw Mariela Laradizabal dun! Nice.! Im not expecting na ganito kaganda ang presentation First. Unang ng Present si Fr. Deng.. Then After That.. Ng present si Fr. Emil and Guess what? Kasama ung ibang people-i-know duN! kasama si Kuya Kenneth, Kuya Mokmok and Teejay Hollon :D  Then! May Tumawag sa CP ni RACHEL.. Smart un 0919 :D sinagot ko! I thought It was my MOM! Lalaki un.. then.. nasa isip ko.. si DRICH ung tumawag! haha.. So nagdadadada ako.. ang sabi niya "sold out na ba ang tickets?as in wala na?" ang sabi ko naman "oo! sold out na, pero dami pangbakanteng sits!" nagdadaadaa ako na andun sila kenneth :D after he cuts the call. Napaisip ako, baka hindi si Drich un. Di ko kasi naitanong ang pangalan :D hmm.. after din nun! Nagpresent ang isang choir (limot ko na ang name) Kasali din dun si, Kuya Kim :D hmm.. anu pa.. Guys kung kilala niyo pa si KAREN PILLAR.. andun siya :D ngperform sa San Vicente Grand Choir! and kasama po si DJ FRANO. :D *tama ba?i saw some pipz there.. Andun si MS. LOZANO,MS. ALVIS! and LARA RAPANAN. Alam ko, nanuod din si MENG, pero umiwi agad.. antok na ee :D ... hehe. nakita ko pala si LARA RAPANAN :D naka 2 bote ng C2 :D wala lang SHARE lang :D hehehe..  weeee.. andun din pala si SR.ANA!! special mention pa! 11.30 na ata natapos ang concert :D then... me and rachel.. bought two burgers, nakakagutom kasi :D *Thanks pala kay RACHEL for the ticket
I CANT BELIEVE IT!!  Ngayon ko lang naranasan ang buhay ng FIESTA dito sa OLI 7!! Nung umaga, nagkaroon ng Larong PambataPalo sebo, Tapos may games pang, hahabulin sila Wilfred habang nakaMOTOR :D  hmm. Nagkaroon din ng PRICE and PRINCESAnd EMSEEE ang mama ko dun hahah.. ASTIG DIN ANG FIREWORKS DISPLAY! May Nagdonate kasing KAPITAN samin ee.. Ganda nung fireworks frame.. una... sinindihan ung ISANG square.. hangang sa paakyat ung apoy.. napunta sa pinakatuktok then.. nagkaroon na ng SKY FIREWORKS.. astig talaga!! *Kaso Wala ang DHADHIE dun.. ICT kase!! AMF!! ipasasara kuh na yang lintian na ICT na yan!!
My Second COMPOSED song.. hahaha.. crap!! I. Bakit mo ba pinagpipilitan? pinagpipilitan na may iba ako? na may iba akong mahal? ayan ang ipinagtataka ko sayo. Hindi kita maintindihan, iniisip ko na sinasabi mo lang yan para maghiwalay tayo. Refrain: Ngayon sinabi mong hindi kita mahal niloko kita, pinaglalaruan kita. Bakit Kaya di ka muna magisip bago mo sabihin yan. Chorus: Umamin ka na! Wag ka ng magpasikot-sikot pa. Wag mo nang baliktarin ang kwento. Ikaw mismo ang may iba. Wag mo nang baliktarin ang kwento. Huling huli ka na, Bistado ka, Wag mo nang Ipagkaila pa. II. Akala mo di ako nakakahalata? Muka lang akong walang alam, Wag ko kasi ako mamaliitin. di mo pa ko tiyak na kitata Bridge: Ngayon, bakit magkasama pa tayo? Bakit tayo parin? Magpasalamat ka! Mahal na mahal kita, di kita kayang iwan, nakakinis na! Nagpapaka-martyr na ako!
HAAY!! i really love this poem..
My friend, SHARA made this for me..
Nung time naa.... (better shut up.)
If you annalize the poem. maiintindihan nyo :D
-bea cohen -
the day of the wandering had come
and i cry my share of blooded tears,
for you,
inside me .
i know
there's no point on turning back now,
no, not anymore..
and the day of judging has yet to come,
you've decided
and i can't and won't stop you
i won't dare to,
unless you say me to.
but always remember to look,
look back.
cause we'll always be here,
i'll always be here,
waiting.
and hopefully,
watching. ...
take care out there
my dear .
you've bid your goodbyes
i know you'll be back someday,
tomodachi.
someday. ..
goodnight, goodnight.
it's too soon to be seeing you in between dreams & reality.
please, not now.
but i'll be watching you,
cause i'll always be with you
and will be haunting you
deep down in grace .. .
--natsu _chaN
I. I'm sorry, I didn't meant to do those things
I'm Really not on myself right now
Maybe its not the right time to say
those words to you, maybe i'd rather
shut up and suffer.
Refrain:
I know you can't feel my love anymore
Thats the problem to me, to me
Chorus:
So I think id better should go
Go find someone who's good for you
Too good, that she can let you feel that
she's the perfect and the right one
But me, I'm such a nobody
II. I hate what ive done, I hate my decision
I hate my life, I hate my self
Now all I wanted is you, to come back
on my arms.
Bridge:
Where are you?
How are you?
Who is the girl inside your heart?
I know that girl is not me, isn't it?
All i scream is you
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